Attachment

I hate wherever I am, so can I go to where you are?

heart

The one thing I have felt between us is honoured. Because deep down it feels good knowing you were once in love, and you loved me.

Crushed

You know its worse when you miss someone you are not obliged to. Someone whom is closer to you than anyone you know, someone whom you see pretty often, you miss him even when he is beside you. You cant tell him, but somehow in any one way or another..you just wish he knew.

So yes, I really miss you.

O time calls

Can we go to the beach and just forget about everything. I miss you man my bestfriend, its been long since you spend time with me and I dont think you realise it. Teach me how to play our song on the guitar, teach me something I never knew about you maybe teach me to start anew.

Just get back up

When I was young I always thought adults were sensible, adults knew everything because they are always the ones telling us what to do. I grew to learn that adults make more mistakes, they make mistakes far worse and they dont even amend them. When youre a kid its so easy getting about anything. You can literally buy your friends, you can win a boyf over scissors paper stone, you make a mistake, you just say sorry or maybe write sorry on a paper and thats the worse it can get. Then when you get older you see that you have to find your true friends and you have to be one yourself, probably already established that money never buys happiness. You have to fight for the things you love and you dont exactly have a happy ending, its just a gamble within yourself. You make a mistake you jolly well fix it or that its going be a scar on you.
Today I just really wanna fix things so I wont have those scars I ve been talking about.

I saw a couple fighting in school today and then it got more intense by the minute and its almost like I am just waiting for her to breakdown. She did.

Shatter

Love is a heartbreak, love has it demands and consequences. I dont know what love is anymore after yesterday. I dont know why people fall in love to get themselves hurt in the first place. I dont know why people love you and then they dont fight for you. Why people always give up after they have come so far. Haha to think again, I am in the smallest position to talk about love because I think I dont know how to love someone with all my heart. Even when everything is well within my reach, I can let it go. Even when I am crying so badly deep inside, I can look like I am perfectly fine when I look at you.

You know I love you right?

just in one fucked up night, everything changes

How we end up this way. I'd like to think you 've change. We were never like this and now that I remember things like this only happen at the end. So, is this the end? Remember how we sat next to each other after my birthday and I thought I was the luckiest person as I was falling so in love with you. I knew I change because I was never like this when I am with boys. It was so easy to get them around but it was different because it was you. I was afraid of getting your feelings hurt and thats why I am always careful with my choice of words. You'd say love isnt like this but I'd say..I just care alot about the way you feel.

Being your bestfriend has evidently been the best thing in my life. As we get by everyday I came closer to the terms that we might actually be perfect for one another. You get so frustrated everytime we quarrel but secretly I liked it. I like it because I understand we learn more about one another after every quarrel and in most cases we always become stronger. We'll meet up the very next day and everything will just fall back in place pretty nicely. Amazing how that works out but it was good, thats just what i want. Just goes to show how my heart softens everytime I see you.

I liked it better when our feelings do not surpass this friendship. I think I would be happier. Like the time at timbre, when I felt slightly shy for no reason but I was so happy. I always like talking to you, cause its always random. Guess thats what bestfriends so right, they talk about everything without judgement and it should be comfortable.

I am so proud to have you as a bestfriend. Sometimes it feels as thou I can never get enough and I am so unwilling to share. The kind of guy you are, makes you so special. Love turning around telling my new friends about you and how awesome you are.

Things are slowly changing now, have you too wondered why.
Whats would my bestfriend say at a time like this