How we end up this way. I'd like to think you 've change. We were never like this and now that I remember things like this only happen at the end. So, is this the end? Remember how we sat next to each other after my birthday and I thought I was the luckiest person as I was falling so in love with you. I knew I change because I was never like this when I am with boys. It was so easy to get them around but it was different because it was you. I was afraid of getting your feelings hurt and thats why I am always careful with my choice of words. You'd say love isnt like this but I'd say..I just care alot about the way you feel.
Being your bestfriend has evidently been the best thing in my life. As we get by everyday I came closer to the terms that we might actually be perfect for one another. You get so frustrated everytime we quarrel but secretly I liked it. I like it because I understand we learn more about one another after every quarrel and in most cases we always become stronger. We'll meet up the very next day and everything will just fall back in place pretty nicely. Amazing how that works out but it was good, thats just what i want. Just goes to show how my heart softens everytime I see you.
I liked it better when our feelings do not surpass this friendship. I think I would be happier. Like the time at timbre, when I felt slightly shy for no reason but I was so happy. I always like talking to you, cause its always random. Guess thats what bestfriends so right, they talk about everything without judgement and it should be comfortable.
I am so proud to have you as a bestfriend. Sometimes it feels as thou I can never get enough and I am so unwilling to share. The kind of guy you are, makes you so special. Love turning around telling my new friends about you and how awesome you are.
Things are slowly changing now, have you too wondered why.
Whats would my bestfriend say at a time like this
Friday, 13 November 2009
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