Because its christmas

I wont lie.
& because its christmas..
I'd say you're perfect to me everyday.
my wasted heart will love you forever.
& because its christmas,fate will let you know
one way or another.

You're the sweet in my sugar still says :
Dont live to love ,live to survive. You are fine :)

I will always always love you. I dont give a damn of what we are,I always will. Even if i have moved on,you know my heart will always stay.I am finally extremely tired of saying this over and over again but i cant tell when will be the last time. I cried so hard last night because for every decision i make,I will still be at the losing end. It hurt so bad,it fucking hurt so bad. I just need a whole lot of time to think it over,and let whats right be it. Mofomofofmofmofmfomofoo,fuck this shit.

You have a million flaws young lady,but thats why i remembered why I love you. You have so many issues and problems in your life but you can give half of everything to me,I'd be happy to share them with you.I think I am cliche but you know seeing you sad makes me sad,I dont want to see you cry..not for the silliest reasons.You will wake up every morning to find a better reason to live and I'll see you though,I promise.So dry your tears now cause everything's gonna be alright. For you,I will try even harder than before because you are worth everything.If only i could,i would bring the stars and moon closer to you every night,so you know that you are never never alone.


josh; says:
friends to me are damn important
josh; says:
so if my friend are in that kinda state
josh; says:
i feel damn sad too
Caught up in circles confusion is nothing new. says:
ehhhh wl
Caught up in circles confusion is nothing new. says:
now you in this state you think i not emo ah
josh; says:
HAHA
josh; says:
well youre not emo anymore
josh; says:
so when youre happy im happy!
Caught up in circles confusion is nothing new. says:
I am happy when you are!

My awesome friends have been there for me till the end.Esp today

I hope there will be a day,I am entirely exhausted of sparing a thought for you. A day whereby you wont mean a thing and a day when I am genuinely happy even if you are not.It wont happen cause its just not me.
You're the only mofo in my life,you should go screw yourself so bad.
The only bitch that would leave me crying and the only one that would let me walk away time after time. Wtf have i been doing to myself.

Hi dick you are such a dick ok.....dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee soon.Ya hi

This is so fucked!!!!!!!Ok life is truly unfair,why cant people be happy.Yes i really need people to be happy!!Know that theory..you happy i happy. I wanna be happy but not with everyone around me feeling down ya know get ma point. This is soo depressing...........
I should go entertain myself now,have my lil own gay life and not think about a shit!!!Yes just exactly what I will do.

you will never let her walk away from you,right?

I went to the doctor today after four months.
"How are my kidneys"
"They are fine"

Anyway I have this Agnes b condom in my bag. Any takers. I got it free from the boutique itself,i mean its freeee so who wont take it right. Josh has such good deals,we'll go back monthly for the custom designs.
Ok i lost the thing to blog.Bye

I remembered you. You were such a bliss because when everything has fallen out and when the days were dark..you were the thing in my life that brightens me up all the time. As long as I knew that you were there morally,I was happy. Life was really picture perfect.

Maybe its how i actually became stronger,losing the pillar of strength i use to have. At times like this,i have to use other things in life to replace this pillar to hold me on. It worked as long as i could keep myself standing firmly on the ground.

I hope you have found your own replacement too.Sincerely.

I met the best Taxi driver in the whole entire world.
" Hey,i dont have cash can i pay you by nets even if its like 3 bucks?"

Driver:"its ok,its sucha short distance,you dont have to pay me if you dont want to "

Cool siol,plus he's quite young.Wow double plus point,must be my lucky day.
I am so fking frustated with * omg i can seriously just kill him now. I mean hello wtf, fancy acting like you own the bloody world and everything you do is always right.Sometimes its reaching my limits and when it reach the maximum.......you dont like me when i am nasty. Ok fine maybe there's just so much i can do but grrrrrrrrrrrr screw off pls pls pls.

Life is getting a lil back on track i suppose.The week seems so short seriously.I skipped one lecture at least once a day and i can just jolly well expect the warning letters soon. This week has been craapy,i just didnt feel like studying.I just wanted to do things i wanna do for abit. Sounds so brattish but its just how i would get through my days.
On monday,sch ends at 2.
On tuesday we skipped csa and chilled at starbucks.
On wednesday,we had 2 hours of lesson and then...we went to Haji.Chilled @Jco
On thursday,i went off after Csa.Went to town together with Sam and Clarinda.

For a long time today my mind have been taken off many things. I really enjoy bimbos sometimes and all their funny antics.Deep down inside i kinda feel blessed for little things like that.& finally i got my lipbalm..this is satisfying.

I hate my hair so much now,I regret being so implusive seriously .Omg how can i do this to myself!!Ok,gonna just push all my hair back till it grows to the length i desire.Set.

Even when i am turning 17,i have dreams of a kid. How do people even bear to pull themselves back down to earth sometimes.Being away from it is such a heavenly thing. Every moment of reality is so hard,evey thought,every second..gosh i can totally kill myself.I dont have the slightest idea of life suddenly. Im so damn afraid ..

I was pretty movtivated to keep fit,keep happy thoughts,making people happy is my bliss..stuff like that.But now i just need to settle down,figure what i want for abit.I mean running away from my problems is so easy,all i have to do is not thinking about them...but somehow they wil just run back.
Do people really get what they give?

I have the freakiest dreams ever seriously.I think i am a freak.
I dreamt of 2 random people who passed away(IN MY SLEEP) and i had to attend 2 funerals and get freaked out twice. The first person is seriously random,I dont even know why Im at the funeral. The 2nd person means alot to me,yet....i didnt cry at all.I know this sounds bad but I kinda feel pretty much at ease.

I was thinking if my husband were to go earlier than me,then i would be left with all the grief and agony aloneee!!I hate the word alone most of the time. So yes i think if we truly love one another we should keep each other healthy so we'll be able to live for each other and right...die together.
Ok this is a short piece of pris's fantasy.
But of course if the later part of my life worked out this way,i will be eternally thankful for all reasons.

I think there are like dark forces invading my dreams at night seriously.I hate dreaming about life,moreover death!! Seeing people die sucks..even if its someone you hate. You want him/her to be alive for you to torture heh .
On a lighter note,when people go,new lives are born.Dreams are replenished,again.

I have been feeling uptight lately over the slightest things. Its a start of a new month,hope things just get better as the day goes by. Today on things must change,must get high,must get lively cause life is fun!!Hee,K Dian's damn nice really.One in a million people that would actually try to solve your problems for you..i meant literally. Im damn blessed to have such good people around me and i really feel very well taken care of somehow.

I would definitely do the same.

Mondays, just like every other. I had a lift
to school from my dad which definitely is the best part of my morning. Town sucks. Sales suck cause i am forbid to get anything above knee length.

I was rushing my projects like crazy when i got back,and sent the emails out on time. Started reading my emails and for the most stupid reasons in the world i started weeping .

Hahaha emo sia pris!!!! K then my nose started bleeding like crap and i had to stop crying cause..it looked quite bad. I am quite sad actually but i dont know why.Maybe cause its not normal for me to be happy for too long.
Wa shit,there's something not right with me,my nose is still bleeding profusely. Smells like my period.................

Econstutor : I think there should be bigger spaces for cubicals in sg cause it will be more comfortable so people can actually do their business,do shit and sometimes you know..if they wanna rub....

Me:OMG cher what you thinking!!

Econstutor: oh yes you know what I am thinking.

Me:..........................long silence
Class breaks out into laughter,I..have the most screwed impression.

Yl's the meanest ass in the entire world. I dont know why i still enjoy being with her really.The best thing about her is that she always keep you away from all your woes and worries. We can just talk shit about everything,vent unnecessary comments everywhere and talking shit.

Best thing about life is living life. I am feeling rather gay,joyful,jubilant,euphoric...so I made crabmeatmayo sandwiches for my classmates for being such nice classmates.Hmm who actually make sanwiches at this time ay!I have this sudden fetish for culinery,like serious one!!When my pay comes I m gonna get an oven and of course not forgetting my riverisland shoes!

Today's pretty productive for me,spent time with my dad.Shopped like crazy cause the sale now is freaking awesome!!Met Yl,hc and the rest.Jasmine joined us at the later part and Im kinda glad she did.Sometimes it just feels really hard to see her going through everything that i did because I've been there ya know..get it?To sum it all up its very hard but time does answer everything.I hope the process of recovery for her just speeds up somehow,life would definitely be better.
ARGH everyone please be ok!!!!Somehow,sometime

You said it all for me. I thank you for reading my heart out because it has been so long since someone did.I think Im seriously such a bitch at heart. Whatever that others may see ,is just extremely surface because they dont know me well. I wanna rant out so bad but I hide things cause yes,I have the slightest courage. I really dont feel well right because its hard to pick things up from where it fell from the first place.But Im trying damn hard,I cant confirm my I'll succeed but I know I will be better,in time to come.

I dont want to think at all because its friday,my dads in town.I am suppose to be happy..like always.

I went jogging today,had 2 portion of fruits and i made my own dinner. Hmm I think there's something wong with me.I am actually..............quite obedient. Wow.
Home way before grounding time somemore!!Cant sustain life like that for too long,gotta try!!

I've been very obedient lately,please believe me.Apparently there's something very wrong with me and my poly friendz cause we're kinda tuned into the "hui jia!!!!" mode so yeah.Being home early on weekdays is a very cool thing with me now. Things might change in a few days which is probably so cause life's like that. I GOT A FREAKING A FOR ESSAY omg like the most tyco piece of shit who dont deserve any credit in the world.I wanna top the class like again cause it feels quite good.K,go priscilla!!!

I like Xiaowei alot after today's APEL. People from the other side of the class needs to know us better,and yeah vice versa of course.
I bought Shin chan's dvd omg I am getting high!!!!I should screw outta here

After seeing the profile views I am seriously shocked!! Its no wonder how people actually make their way here. Your too smart for your own pants man.Keep this blog a secret if you know,kindly tell me ok. Again,this is a private blog dearies.I just pierced my Tragus anyway and its kinda obstructing for now so i have to get used to things!! I just came back from jogging leaving me in quite a zonked state. I slept at 5.30 last night and so did many of my classmates.Redbull helps really.

A very crushed dignity.
Those flight of stairs seems to be going on forever.
Kenneth Chng is the funniest chap. I think Melissa can close down her blog for good now.
I feel slightly guilty but on the other hand..she will find a way out.
Samanthal saved my life this morning and i am eternally grateful.
Today has been so hectic,it feels like i have been all over Sg.

Life keeps me thinking all the time.Now i can say.."wow I am actually doing good" . I feel so different from before and its a good thing and bad at the same time. I need to remind myself to constantly see the good in people,refrain from vulgarities and hmm being happy with what i am.I wont put my mind to anything that might cause a single misery from now,no more visions,no more expectations. Dream big but I will bring myself back down to earth.

I need starbucks to chill.

When I tell you I've to go away,
Will you ask me to stay?
If I tell you I cried so hard every night,
Will you stay by me and tell me everything will be right again?
If I tell you times are hard,
Will you walk this path with me?
If i tell you the world's coming to an end,
Will you die in my arms?
If I tell you I dont want you in my life ever again,
Will you cry for me too..

Because both LeeMinYi & SiahXinYi 're hardcore bitches last night.Forgive us,we're sinners :)

For some reasons,I can feel god's always there protecting me and carrying me through. Plz dont think I am being all psychotic or anything cause most of the time its just amazing how I can get through things. You've no idea how long I've came but I know faith is the one thing i always kept.

There's never a day i can leave my butt at home. I tried,i swear i did. Something always crops up and the moment someone asks me out,i can never turn it down cause........i am purely weird!!Ahh whatever,I really enjoy life the way it is now ...

I am too blessed that why for every little setback,i always wanna fuck everything up but when i get things straighten out,its all good. Whats wrong with you priscilla,can you blog like a normal peep and live life like a normal girl!!!Must be the period.

So well,the job's really getting to me. I made new friends even when i get very socially retarded sometimes!!Today i just needed to piss cause sales was pretty shitty and i just wanted to fuck off from everything,like seriously. Everything's thats bottling deep down inside can hardly be suppressed any further so like really screw it all.Got a text from Jasmine halfway during work and i went off right away cause at times like this its really about prioritising.



Many customers played me out!!

Elaine got fired so screw her boss.I really like her!!

I sold one laptop.Wth

My friends were not doing well either.

I feel life's fucked up today.

Jasmine's feeling fucked up today.

I miss Alicia.

Ok i should go listen to leona lewis cause she's like awesome and i need her songs to get me going.Yeah what an invaluble excuse but music gets to people!!I hate boys i really do omg i should go turn lesbianny!!!I may get a pretty girl no?? :)

In life,most parts are always and forever superficial.
I took some time off to realise how much things really meant to me,like how you do.
Eventually,i would really like to just laugh over things.
I dont want to encounter a dejavu because my uncle told me its never a good sign.
Even when life isnt at the best peak now,I am dealing with it.Surprisingly.
Evidently,i think i've grown.
I want to tell you how much i miss you,but i still fear.
Missing somebody in my life hasnt been an option.
God says when you miss somebody,there is someone out there who misses you too.
Lets all go to LasVegas,heard it takes your massive burdens off.
I am smiling now,I dont know why.Makes me sound idiotic.
If love could change the world, things would get better.
Jonas finds joy in world domination,I still like the peace.
I think i might wanna have kidz in the later part of my life.
Life moves on,even if your partner wanna leave you behind.
Life moves on,even when you're left with a burnt pocket.
Priscilla might be suffering from a deprived childhood.
On a lighter note..she better get dressed for later.

Ok,a new space. I need to get in touch with a whole new life that i can totally picture.Hmm I wanna dance,exercise,go on a fruit diet,sleep really early and look amazingly refresh all the time.Goodbye blog,Im brutally crushed by the predicament right now. I think i nag at myself all the time,but its a good thing cause.........it makes me happy so ha!

I really like catherine because she's saint. I should learn to be saint someday,whoa sounds like a loooooooooooooooooooooooong way priscilla. Ok,im high now cause life's still rocking yaw,get my point.I have a hideous outbreak,gotta pin my oil saturated fringe.