Life is getting a lil back on track i suppose.The week seems so short seriously.I skipped one lecture at least once a day and i can just jolly well expect the warning letters soon. This week has been craapy,i just didnt feel like studying.I just wanted to do things i wanna do for abit. Sounds so brattish but its just how i would get through my days.
On monday,sch ends at 2.
On tuesday we skipped csa and chilled at starbucks.
On wednesday,we had 2 hours of lesson and then...we went to Haji.Chilled @Jco
On thursday,i went off after Csa.Went to town together with Sam and Clarinda.

For a long time today my mind have been taken off many things. I really enjoy bimbos sometimes and all their funny antics.Deep down inside i kinda feel blessed for little things like that.& finally i got my lipbalm..this is satisfying.

I hate my hair so much now,I regret being so implusive seriously .Omg how can i do this to myself!!Ok,gonna just push all my hair back till it grows to the length i desire.Set.

Even when i am turning 17,i have dreams of a kid. How do people even bear to pull themselves back down to earth sometimes.Being away from it is such a heavenly thing. Every moment of reality is so hard,evey thought,every second..gosh i can totally kill myself.I dont have the slightest idea of life suddenly. Im so damn afraid ..

I was pretty movtivated to keep fit,keep happy thoughts,making people happy is my bliss..stuff like that.But now i just need to settle down,figure what i want for abit.I mean running away from my problems is so easy,all i have to do is not thinking about them...but somehow they wil just run back.
Do people really get what they give?