Life sux. Seriously Im practically detesting everything. As much as I would really like to convince myself..eh no Im not like that but damn it ,life is so cruel,people're so cruel.
Why do you have to make it sound like its only your solo decision in a friendship? Dude, we may not be as popular but we sure do have a stand of our own. Like we didnt feel weird and unhappy? We had to put up a front so you wouldnt know and there you are...letting out all your emotions like we should just take it.
I dont deserve anything like it from you because firstly..I couldnt find a reason to fault myself. Secondly,I always cared about you like you dont know it. Like how I would come from wherever Im just to make you feel better. You would hurl all your rants at one go..only coming to me when you need so. I didnt even breathe a word of complain..until now when I realise you dont even bother.
I have to believe it??Dude,if everyone just has their make believes,there wouldnt be action in this world. You dont have to do anything to prove love,just make believe?? Ya I know things are different esp cause we are in different environments now but fuck,we made the damn effort.
You will always magnify the little things and make it seem like its a major thing to cover up the rest. When I hear you talk last night,I was just crying. I know it makes me sound like a major loser but how am I suppose to deal with it.
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