Sunday, 24 May 2009

You're always outstanding.

I feel proud having her, having her to hold. When im with her i know i wouldnt want to mess up because I need her to be smiling. Little insecurities filled me when people on the streets are looking at her and sometimes i wish i could keep her in my pocket,in a place safe and warm. But then again, I cant blame her because when i look at her..I gradually found all the answers.
Perhaps people out there would very much want to be in my position, having her hands to hold or maybe just be standing beside her.


This was special,a very special love. It isnt the kind you read from books or hear from your friends. It isnt so much about sacrifice or patience, much less giving. Its insanely revolving around happiness that i can never give enough.



Everyone has their way of telling their love stories,so do I. Mine is about being in love with someone who isnt very much in love with you..and yet my love will always remain this unconditional. I dont need her to love me back the same,i just wish she knew how much i could give...and how she should always be happy because someone out there lives on her smiles.
People always say how painful it is to love and not get it back but to me being able to love is great.

There are a million and one reasons why our love is special. But for one,Id tell you we are special because we had goals of equal heights. Heights only so attainable when we work as a team. And now,its goals that we have achieved togeher.

It will always live on as a vivid memory. I'll never forget how love can make people change and how you'd work towards something with support so special like the one I had. I look back feeling only grateful,for everything that she has taught me, for everything that I have become and letting me having a part of her.

There were endless disagreements between us but wrongs became so right when we learn from it. I see the way she would change just to make things better and how she would give in to let me win. For all this, it made me realise how much I would wnat to protect her and cherish her more than anything my life could give.

She'd always come back whenever I reach out for her,she's just never that far away. There were many times I felt her crying thru my darkest nights and even thou she cant be there, she always cared,always.

I gave her 3 reasons why I should go but she could convince me with countless reasons why she would stay. When I see her drift, I knew it was only right to pull every string back..simply because..

Nobody out there would love me the way she does.



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