Monday, 2 March 2009

3,2,1 fall into my arms now.

2 days ago,Luci,Myles,Manfred,Sean,Sim,Sherman,Jy and me when for this audtion for the pizza hut commercial. So far only Luci and myles were called back and Im really happy for them. Well,the rest of us are prolly disappointed cause we couldnt earn the extra bucks but we had alot of fun running the audition. I mean how many times do you even get called up for a trial like this right??Its my blessing and plus I got to see felicia chin in person. Manfred was being the huge dick like always..making fun of me during the shooting,really couldnt help but let out the laughter.

I re-pierced my tragus. Got a studed braclet at 3 bucks and a new shorts.Speaking of that,my job hunt wont stop till i get something!! The last time I worked was last week? The sex talk job at east spring secondary school. The pay was like 10 bucks an hour man,too bad it was only a 3 hour session.Have to really thank Arjun one day for such good work pays.

Today's a lost and found day. Sean dropped his phone off at the cab and the nice uncle returned it back.I dropped my wallet at the cinema and somehow able to retrieve it back. Went to sign back up for my dance class,something which I have been planning to do for the longest time. Leong joined us the whole time and we decided to watch Marley and me to pass our time. Freaking hell,I tried damn hard to hold my tears back but the show's really good man.It has been long since I went into a cinema,really.
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Yesterday I was just telling him how no one can break a broken heart.The only way to fix a broken heart is to have a place in it to start with. I have been thinking alot about,us.Knowing that,Im just not ready for anything. Honestly,I cant even decide whether or not am I falling in love with you. Being in love is a special feeling,one that I will never be able to forget. Thats why I say,I'll know it when I give my heart away.

Love is change,a good change. It changes your life and most importantly changes the way you live your life and how you look at your life. When I was in love the last time, I knew and saw myself thru every change that happen. I dont even regret a single change because I always know its all in the name of love. There's something to look forward to at the start of every morning,something to work for at the end of it...the feeling is just beyond contentment.

I dont know about this and as long as Im still not sure of what I want,i wont take another step because I dont want you hurt. Still,I really enjoy being with you so much. The connection we have and how we are able to talk for hours and not get tired. Most of all,knowing that we are in this together..it does feels alot better.
You wont see this anyway :)

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