Tuesday, 24 March 2009

Lucky I'm in love with my bestfriend.

I really wonder if you have regretted every step you made. I dont know how I was feeling, i just know I had to tell you the truth. You have not been there for me,not in my darkest days when I needed you the most. You would just hide away from everything,simply because you were feeling fucked up. You didnt let me help you,or at the very least,give me a clue about what was going on. No,none of it..we were both just practically struggling with what we had.

I hate it when people feel sorry,I hate it more when people run out of things to say. I didnt fully agree that I m the one who is gaining all the sympathy votes and all that...No,it didnt work that way. One thing I've learnt,its 2 to make every mistake happens.

I think I've said quite enough last night. Thanks for just letting me hurl everything out at one go. Think its better this way. You dont have to worry for me,this is nothing. I mean,it kinda feels more like a relief for me. So now I know,there's no longer anything to expect anymore. I just have to be really strong for myself and its not difficult because I've already gona thru worse.

The simplest things in life,are the hardest to get.
A break..yeah thats it. Nothing's going to change my mind when its set.
I propose, we just look forward to whats installed in our future,love.

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