Lights will guide you home

I think the only one who would probably find his way here would be Ekjun huh. Kk,maybe some other smart people that will never let me know of. Anyway, everything said here isnt like a bitchfit place or anything, more of somewhere I feel more comfortable placing my thoughts to. Thoughts that have always been running through my mind and would be better off keeping it to myself.

Anyway
1) Im very single.
People out there can choose to spread shit and see and say things they want to. Nothing with Xy,nothing with Sean and other rumours..i dont even know where they came from.

2) I m positively sure about having a break from you and the r/s. You,Yj. That doesnt mean I dont love or care for you. I just need this space,a huge space in fact. I dont wanna hear of anything more because Im good this way.

Thank you for giving me a call after 2 months. I was tossing and turning in almost every difficult sleeping positions. I was so darn sick I could feel the shivers traveling thru my body and I had difficulty even while I was talking to you. But I wanted to,simply because you dont always pick up your courage to talk to me.

Being barely alive,I could hardly recall anything by now. I just know...if true love really exists,time isnt the matter. So for now, be strong for your own. I would always want the best for you. Alot might have changed around us,crash and burn this faint heart will remain the same just for you.

3) I was falling for Sean and I would be a bitch to deny that. Dating?yeah probably. But he blew it this time. I am so sick and tired of everything. You gave me good times but I dont see you when Im facing the bad. You can stick around and talk to me about how you wanna make my world go round and all. But really,snap back to reality for a little. Words are just words,its not that Im belittling them,you just dont prove it to me.

You always think that I just dont wanna let my past behind and all but to be honest,it two different things altogether. For one, I may love my past but that does not mean that Im not willing to move on.

I figured we're both better off this way. Yes no doubt,we can keep trying..but the day you're still like that...we'll come to nothing. Thank you for accepting me so well for everything Im and even my past,I thank you for everything...but now,gimme a break.