The results are released..somehow everyone got the news except me because I refuse to sign up for the sms thing. Somehow,its better to be the last to know about things like that. Hmm,think I have really put in my best so whatever the outcome,fuck it.
For people who did well,I feel genuinely happy for you all. For those who didnt, there's always company and I might be one of them. So yea, the point is..now we know who has promoted to year 2.1.
Anyway today's a very... weird day I must say. I ruin every single plans that I have to just be at home. I didnt feel like there was a need to be outside or meet anyone,in fact the only thing I wanna do is to see my grandmother..which I m going to do so later. There are so many things running through my mind since last night,after Aly spoke to me. Am I really a very indecisive person? How come life isnt allowing me to just throw things aside and be selfish.
Responsibilities,yes just what life is all about right now. Im downright the least of anything responsible man honestly,Im better at pushing it away. People dont realise that but guess..you know some do,they just cover up for me all the time.
Time and time again, the question of what Im doing in my life,hits me so hard. Whether or not am I doing the right thing...
Up to where Im right now,I m still so uncertain about so many stuff. I feel better,definitely but still just having a lot of doubts about myself.
Anyway till then,when I come to a decision. Sean,are you thinking about this the same,I wonder alot.
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